Well, I have to confess--it is finished. Yesterday I finished my third time doing the Bible in 90 Day program. I feel wonderful. And terrible. All at the same time.
Wonderful because I am SO very happy to be reading in God's Word. I feel closeness with Him. I love being immersed in His promises.
Terrible because I hate for it to end. After the initial elation at having reached my goal, there comes an emptiness. What do I do now? How do I make it through my day without God's Word? And I know the answer--I can't.
Which is exactly why after I finished my first Bible in 90 Days session, back in March 2011, I signed up to do the whole thing all over again starting that July. And when that session finished, January 1, 2012 found me starting time number 3. I can't help it. How often do you need to breath? Every day. How often do I need God's Word? Every day. All. Day. Long.
Though I have to confess, it IS nice to have some time for a slower pace. For more reflection. For more in depth study. I know I want to do more with Bible Memory. I have started the Memory verse for each week, but have had to let my Bible in 90 Days take priority. Perhaps now I can let my memory projects become priority for a while. . .
And I do have an idea that is swimming around in my mind. It's crazy. Every bit as crazy as reading the Bible through in 90 days. But it appeals to something inside of me. (What does THAT say about me--maybe "I'm" crazy!) That is the idea of copying the Bible. By hand. Yes, I know. We have printing presses now. And computers. I have the Bible on our ipad. On CD. Even a pocket version that I carry in my purse. So why in the world would any SANE person want to copy it out by hand? I don't even have good handwriting!!! Why? To think. To reflect. To listen.
I haven't actually decided to DO this crazy idea--yet. But a couple weeks ago I actually read a short article about a 72 year old Korean gentleman who had done this very thing--seven times. One time he copied in Chinese. Believe it or not, I had already been thinking of this idea before I read about this man--but reading about him only made me want to do it more. When asked why he did this, he said to get God's Word in his mind better. That's what I want. He also said that copying the Bible by hand is in his opinion worth seven times reading it. There is NO WAY I can do what this gentleman is doing--he said that he actually is spending six hours a day in copying the Bible. I don't have six hours a day to spend in that type of an activity, no matter how wonderful. But God hasn't asked me to do that.
Will I copy the Bible? I don't know. I am still thinking about it. And praying. And pausing. There are many things that I do not know. But what I DO know is that I want God's Word in my mind. Whenever my brain starts to search for an answer to something, I don't want it to find my thoughts. I want only His thoughts there.
"Behold, I am coming soon! Blessed is he who keeps the words of the prophecy in this book." Revelation 22:7 How can I keep them if they are not in my mind?
"The Spirit and the bride say, 'Come!' And let him who hears say, 'Come!' Whoever is thirsty, let him come; and whoever wishes, let him take the free gift of the water of life." Revelation 22:17
I am thirsty. Are you?


